Decide what you want to do.
Even a young kid knows the wisdom in this statement. So, why is it so damn hard?
Sometimes.... "You gotta give up something you want for something you want more".
Murphy's law, number um-teen-something. I've saved this quote in the backfiles of my mind for more years than I can count... and its always, undoubtedly, true.
Decide what you want to do. And stick with it. Don't apologize, explain, or rationalize. The biggest risks come with the biggest reward.
